Meredith (Voiceover) : But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of faith and hope that one day they would open their eyes and it would all come true. At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale is slightly different than your dream. The castle, well it may not be a castle. And it's not so important that it's happily ever after - just that it's happy right now. See, once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. And once in awhile, people may even take your breath away.


this is how i feel right now, someone took my breath away.

and today? sean took my breath away. he said he actually did something for my birthday and i was quite shocked, but touched. yes. the 7 yr history's kinda old. but it cant get any worse.
i remember the little thank-you notebook-keychain he wrote for me in sec 3, it made me smile, because he appreciated, and remembered. that was all that mattered between us. it never changed, never wavered. and NO. he is not my boyfriend. HAHA. he's single AND available la!

but him, entirely different matter.

Meredith : Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing. De Nile. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?